New Year, New Goals.

1. Drink more water
2. exercise (just not today since jetlag is kickin' my butt)
3. cook more often and healthier
4. clean regularly (yeah I didn't do/refused to do chores as a kid so this is difficult for me)
5. keep track of what I spend

what are yours so far?

I'm dreaming tonight

of a place I love even more than I usually do(in anticipation)

and even though I'm in a far off place(Germany)

I promise you

I'll be home for christmas(or at least w/ my family)

you can count on me

please have snow(double check in co)

and mistletoe(no idea)

and presents neath the tree( check)

christmas eve will find me(in a plane than a car)

where the love light gleams( and possibly where a dog will lick my face)

I'll be home for christmas

if only in my dreams.

All I want for christmas

is you!

now you just have to figure out who I'm talking to. But in all seriousness I want some sweaters like pull over sweaters preferably black or gray

I also want the latest and last harry potter movie

I want no complications during my travels

I want a rocking christmas celebration

and an awesome new years

I want more pictures and frames

possibly some good pajamas

I want the ability to stand up for my self

I want to learn how to say what I want

I want people to be happy

night all

sorry Ive been such a bad blogger lately

Many Thanks

So tomorrow is Veterans day, and if you know me than you know that I'm a big supporter of the military my Grandfather my dad my brother-in-law and my boyfriend were all at one time in the military (most of them in the air force actually) and I'm proud of them for that, right now I have friends in dangerous situations because they swore to protect our rights and thats where their job has sent them. So even if you don't agree with what your leaders are having the military do remember they are doing their jobs and give thanks for the sacrifices that they make and are willing to make every day.

Nanny Diary Revisited

So Im actually a nanny again but this time its completely different and almost 100% better I only work in the afternoons/evenings and I only clean up the kitchen and one of the kids rooms. The kids I watch are 7 and 13 so basically I only watch one of them but both of them like me already. Also Im getting paid more than Ive ever been paid before like almost 2x as much as ever before and I gotta say that rocks.

Also I love working with kids and I really want to be a mom...someday. My two friends that were au pairs now kind of never want kids but for me I still do and the months Ive had off from being around kids I've missed it. I've missed being around people who's lives are less complicated whose problems can be solved in a few minutes. People that are easy to make happy and are quick to forgive. Sure I still miss being with Lara who I really did grow to care for over the year and a half I watched her I mean she turns two in a couple weeks. But its nice to be around kids again and its nice to be making money again.

Its also just nice to have something to do last night I was exausted by 11 I cant really remember that happening for quite some time without the help of jet lag or cold medicine. Ok Im going to go have a cookie; you have a good day.

movies I want to see

so things dont stick in my head including movies Im dying to see. no I dont want your opinion about them I want to remember which movies I want to see.

The Help

New Year's Eve

Crazy stupid love

the lorax

my week with marylin

the muppets!

sherlock homles:a game of shadows

ok I'll add to this later. love movies so much

being different

Last night we went to circue de soile (sp?) and it was really awesome but at the intermission we were talking to some of the other people in our group and I realized how much I like having a different story someone asked me if I worked with everyone else and could promptly say no! Im not one of the people connected with the military that ended up here.

I like being different I like that I just decided to move to Germany to experience life here while I can, I'm glad that I learned German. That I picked a language not many people want to learn that if I'm back in the states I won't be like everyone else learning spanish. I want to teach my kids German some day and I'm glad that they will be different and have the benefit of speaking two languages.

I've always liked to stand out to shock I like peoples reactions which is why I dont post big news here on my blog or on facebook before I've told people best option in person or on skype second best on the phone I love to hear the reaction see it especially if its something crazy. But also I dont post things on facebook because too many people can see it I like to keep my life more personal. Its my business and some things I want to know who knows about it.

whats different about you? embrace it love it. If everything were the same life would be boring