Nanny diary: entry 13 (bully)

I have a bully

he's three years old

his name is Erk

Today he:

threw things after I asked him not to

yelled at me

woke up his sister

because he wouldn't listen when I said mama wasnt in there

wouldn't play where he was supposed to

and when I tried to get him to

he screamed at me and hit me

it still kind of hurts

after all this I'll admit it:

I cried

if I'm ever a mom and my kids are ever such brats feel free to tell me

D:

medical oddities

So you all know about my mysterious three year headache

but did you know...

that occasionally after I stand up my vision tunnels until everything is black and I have to hold onto something so I don't fall over

a couple of times I have literally collapsed from this

but this hadn't happened to me for I think like over a year

but then a couple days ago up til now like every other time I stand up it happens

this isn't exactly good since sometimes I need to get somewhere quickly

having to pause to wait for my vision to clear and the dizziness to pass isn't good.

and because I hate going to the doctor this problem may never be puzzled out

I don't see any immediate danger more of an annoyance

oh as a note

remember once in a while you should close the computer turn off the tv and read a book

it may make you think more but thats a good thing.

love,

anne katherine

utterly completely and totally

forgettable.

have you ever felt forgettable?

I hate being the center of attention

but some days it'd just be nice to be remembered.

Twenty

ONE: I was born in Berlin Germany

TWO: I cut my nose open on a stroller at 18 months

THREE: I was forced to give up bottles pacifiers and diapers by a family friend

FOUR:I grew up on Ft. Meade

FIVE: Sat on Pinky a lot
SIX:got really mad that one time in kindergarten that that boy picked me to be the wife in the farmer in the dale.
SEVEN: slept over at my best friends house every weekend
EIGHT:I cut my ear on a barbie box
NINE:Got my cat Hagrid
TEN: After an attempt to get away from ft meade we moved across the street
ELEVEN:on the way to new begginings our car broke down
TWELVE:I cut off all my hair and sometimes was mistaken for a boy
THIRTEEN: found I loved being on the stage

FOURTEEN:also found I hated showing any part of myself to people
FIFTEEN:on the first day of high school I met my friend nicole and proved its hard to hate me
SIXTEEN:I danced for two and a half years
SEVENTEEN:Bought my sister Rocky Balboa
EIGHTEEN:Caved in and went to BYU

NINETEEN:Lived in Vienna for a summer

TWENTY:Moved to Germany for a year

Here's to two great decades I hope I can grow and learn as much in the next two.

I've heard it been said that by the time we're twenty our characters should bent for good or evil lets hope I've done an okay job.

Nanny diary: entry 12

Highlight:

Didem attempted to give Luda( Gerd's father) a plate of goodies she had made up for him when vistors came

Lara decided to take this oppertunity to have her first piece of cake stealing it right off the plate and shoving it into her mouth before anyone could take it away

what a mess....what a girl.

Eskimo kisses

this is my foot...and the black see in Istanbul.
Calene Hank and I at the USA game
Carlene Meryl and I watching the USA England game at an Irish pub
Eskimo Kisses! lol
I realize that I actually never ever talk about what I do on here....hmmm sorry about that

Life here has been pretty chill lots of football...erm soccer.

I have next weekend free..I'm pretty excited

right now Id like to play games like mother may I red rover and red light green light

also would love some chips Im in a snacking mood.

quote:love is all you need

Yes I am tired,

tired of hearing I look tired.

work is ok but I work a lot can't fall asleep till late and because I have to every day of the week I wake up early

I don't wear make-up because its stupid and most days pointless

so you can tell I have circles under my eyes

and I mean it doesnt make me mad but

I know Im tired

I dont need to hear it.

adding random facts:

I like to shower in the middle of the day

I like natural light

I like the world when everything is quiet

but also when it's really busy

sometimes Im an idiot