Facebook Stalking

Seriously recently I've thought of deleting my Facebook, it may help me talk to a few people but most of my "friends" are people i didn't even talk to when I knew them-so I don't care what they are doing. On occasion I talk to a few people but mostly not-I mean if people want to talk to me there is AIM or good old e-mail, even snail mail. No facebook for me is a time waster. Its a way to snoop on people. Come on everyone does it. You notice someone's status it seems off so you go to there page and try and figure out whats wrong by past statuses. Random people you had sort of met once but you didn't want to offend by rejecting them ask you advice. You become nervous about something so you compare peoples pages to see how they correspond. You notice something-wait were they together? why? Seriously facebook lately has just been a distraction and makes me stress out and freak out. I think I might go on a hiatus from facebook, see if I even last a week- I doubt it I'm too caught up it has really sucked me in. Even now I'm tempted to go back and look at it, see whats going on look at random photos, read the junk on pieces of flair. My bordom and natural well nosyness is driving me insane right now. Often my snooping just leads to questions I don't want to ask. Maybe this is all just me and I've become slightly odd...and more obsessive. I don't like my self like this, it's not who I usually am. I think I might try and last the whole summer. Everyone facebook stalks, but it doesn't mean it's right or healthy. K done with my rant for now. hopefully my heart with stop racing with suspision my mind stop asking questions I know I don't really want the answer too even if I had the right to ask.

ok Hiatus starts in 5 minutes after I tell everyone on fb that I'm doing a hiatus >_<

apparently I dont post quickly its the 18th

Defining Loser:

Is a loser that girl
that sits in public
with a suitcase?

Is a loser that girl
smushed between
a dog and her boyfriend?

Is a loser that girl
that almost always
takes control?

Is a loser that girl
that nearly walked out
an emergency exit?
Is a loser that girl
that is sitting in
my chair?

Ode to Papers
double-spaced
12 point font

MLA or APA
whatever they want
narrative or research
10 pages or 1
whatever it is
it isn't fun.



Wrappers
first you loop
then you tuck
next you pull
and wish for luck
think of a name
a special boy
or girl
and if the knot stays
they're not thinking
of you.
Some say it how
you tie it
that its nothing to do
with them
but I,
I
know the truth
its in the knot,
its in your eyes.

April Already

Semesters gone by really fast, soon I'll be done with finals and just a little time until I get to go to Vienna. Which in case you haven't noticed I'm really excited for. Hopefully before hand though I'll be able to head out to Colorado to visit my sister, brother-in-law and nephew. Ok really I'm going to visit my nephew his parents will just be there....well sort of it'll be nice to see them too. I've started to notice lately how completely uninteresting watching sports is as I'm writing this watching a volleyball game. Sean interrupts here: Get used to it. whatever. I'm totally used to it I will just never find it interesting....
Things of note at the moment. Not to much I'm just bored and trying to take up time. Well someone did get me sick this week so I only left my apartment once from the time I left church early on Sunday until Wednesday morning and that was to purchase juice meds and tissues. But for all of those that keep asking about that red-head that is in all those pictures he was nice and brought me soup. But that did not miraculously cure me as he so thinks. (Sean-it did) Yeah in high school I loved missing school it was more or less amazing, missing classes now basically sucks, you feel pretty behind pretty quickly-or at least I did.
Other things of note would be stealing so I'll let someone else talk about them. Or they are still underwraps.

Boredom
T.V. mixes with
bickering and exclamations
the light gives the room
an unkempt feel
sometimes the people
make it tense
akward comments
constant questions
and an overall ability
to just be

annoying.