things I love

I love to sing

most people know this

but to let you know most people havent heard me sing

I mean really sing

because Im shy...

I love to write

like can't live don't care if anyone sees it

love.

I love chocolate

as you all know

I love a baby's laugh

its pure happiness

nothing is really better

I love my family

even if I can't stick around

I love the beach

the smell of the waves

the breeze

the sand

I love the city

the hussle and bussle

the movement

the noise

hey love

you make me forget

that I'm grown

that I'm already on my own

that I'm going home alone.

you make me wish

that I was forward

that I wouldn't fall apart

that I wasn't awkward

you make me think

good gosh I must be doing something

right.

Irreplaceable

if you keep your heart an arms length away
it makes it easier to leave

if you don't let people become irreplaceable
it never really hurts

beware of the girl that can carry her life
exactly like a turtle

because chances are high that she's

already moved on

100 Strokes

100 makes it perfect
100 makes an impression
100 makes it last.

it leaves room for a lot of loss
but more improvement

there's a rhythm

the first one hurts

the hundredth is routine

isn't it funny

they some people can be really important in your life but they never come up?

so here a quick shout out

to my 3 best friends

my best 4 girlfriends

my amazing roommates

2 guys I know I would go crazy without

3 girls I know I can always go to

even though I don't get to talk to my friends very often or even talk about them.

even though I don't truely miss them cause I get used to being away from them

I love to know that with everyone of these people I could always call out of the blue

that even if we don't stay friends we had an impact on one anothers lives

and that I will always be able to look back at different times in my life and smile

sometimes solely because they exist

because I know I generally don't talk about these people here you all don't know how important they are to me. But then again...you don't truly know very much about me or what I do cause when it comes down to it my personal life is extremely private.

quote:

My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am I doing right?

special edition

So this is my hundredth post and to go with the theme of my blog in several ways here are two obnoxiously long lists.

Places I want to see:

1. route 66
2. Egyptian pyramids
3. that monastary with the tigers
4. the hollywood sign
5. Beijing
6. the Louvre
7. view from the top of the washington monument
8. great wall of china
9. ceder park
10. mt Kilimanjaro
11. sweden
12. the queens theater
13. rome
14. India
15. Sydney
16. Chicago
17. Geneva
18. amazon rain forest
19. argentina
20. cuba
21. zoo at Wilhelma
22. festival of colors
23. my best friends backyard with my 2 best friends
24. texas
25. wild life reserve in Keyna
26. Italian Alps
27. Vaticant
28. st Petersburg
29. Dublin
30. New Zealand
31. a chocolate factory
32. paris opera house
33. the grand caynon
34. yellowstone
35. redwood forest
36. etna
37. berlin
38. san fransisco
39. Hawaii
40. somewhere with penguins
41. the National zoo
42. south africa
43. uganda
44. Mexico
45. Canada
46. a game at the world cup
47. switzerland
48. visit my "family"
49. durango
50. "home"

Things about Anne K Pearson:

1. I have a scar on my eye
2. I'm pretty shy
3. I love lebkuchen
4. i like that how i met your mother has never changed its theme song
5. i like lists about nothing
6. i must write
7. i love to travel
8. I don't like talking about myself
9. I love twizlers
10. I love dr pepper
11. I hate being sick
12. I am possibly the most whiny sick person ever
13. I lose my voice pretty easily
14. I just thought the lettace does look really good instead of salad
15. my english is getting worse
16. I can't ever leave my hair alone
17. I like hoddies
18. also history
19. tv shows I watch: How I met your mother
20. big bang theory
21. office
22. lost
23. glee
24. in kindergarten I was mad a a kid cause he picked me to be the wife in the farmer in the dell
25. I adore talking
26. I eat a lot of chocolate
27. Im hoping I dont repeat
28. I still sleep with a stuffed tiger
29. cause I like to cuddle
30. I love plums
31. also strawberries
32. I dont care about: science
33. math
34. psychology
35. mangos are delicious
36. my english is getting awful
37. german has improved immensely though
38. Im glad I brought my thermometer with me
39. I've had a headache for 3 years
40. Im a harry potter fan
41. also anne of green gables
42. I hate libraries
43. I love bookstores
44. I throughly enjoy peppermint tea
45. I hate peanuts
46. I have many random cravings
47. I don't recomend things
48. I hate being told I'm beautiful
49. I'm crazy :)
50. writing is my life

Other things I could have made lists about

-food

-books

-songs

-things about being a nanny

-definition of "home"

-quotes

and for one of my favourite quotes ever

"because you were made and meant for each other, Anne--that is why. You needn't toss that young head of yours. It's a fact."

He at least doesn't think I'm crazy

my post has nothing to do with the title

talking to my family on mother's day

TJ-"Anne do you know the problem with Germany?"

Ich-"what?"

TJ-"It's not America"

Ich-"Do you know the problem with America?"

TJ-"what too much awesomeness?"

I'm going to Munich for the weekend basically marking the start of my CRAZY summer so weekend there here for less than a week than the family flies to turkey less than a week later I follow them two weeks later we come back about a month later we go back to istanbul for two weeks south of turkey for three and then back and breath. Then things will get "normal" the mom goes back to work and such. hopefully erk is back in Kitter by then or we may have some extreme melt downs

off for a "vacation" with the host family tomorrow. Can it be time for my break already?

random facts:

-Im not a morning person

-I dont get to sleep in....ever

-I love sleep

-and I mean crazy in a bad way

quote-

jedesmal.

I want to go here

it'd get one the other continents out of the way too.

sorry for the confusion hope this works

Warum sind Leute immer überrascht?

I mean seriously? Do I really seem that inccapable of speaking a second language?

If people know I'm American they are surprized I can speak German

If they hear me speak German, they are surprized I'm American

jo I spell surprized with a z...I don't know why I just do.

my English is slowly evaporating as well

other things about me that surprize people

--I don't get asked out

---I've stopped caring but people are still surprized lol

--I'm only 19

--I'm already 19

--I've been to college

--my height

--I oddly love German

this was all random so heres a quote:

oh I'm in jewish hell